Time

 It slips away like a feather in the wind. 

Changing everything in ways I am confused with . 

Can’t stop it it barrels on like a train going nowhere

Aimlessly . I try to keep up and drag along all my memory’s . So much I wish I could think back to reality . The loss of my Mom . My Son. My husband. Even my father, though he isn’t dead , but it feels like he is in my heart . I wish I could go back in time fix everything and make it right but I can not and I must accept this is my life now . I still have amazing family whom I love so much . I have loss but I still cling to what I have ! 

Welcome back ....

After a long hiatus, j decided to pick up blogging again. 

Here you will find out about me, what I like, what I don’t like, get to know my family and my fur babies. 

Writing has been pretty dried up so at first my writings may be fundamental and boring but I promise to try snd bring some spice to my blog entries .... so hold on tight and get ready for some crazy fun exciting times...

Butterfly

Some folks may wonder why i endorse not losing weight, and i asure you i dont, but as a child who by the way never was over weight, but i wore glasses and my mom dressed me in hand me downs or clothes from kmarts, i had buck teeth and about 3 friends . Now as an adult i see what my moma was trying to tell me every day she wiped my eyes because my feelings were crushed because the bullies,I felt like i was never going to measure up ,as an adult i really dont care to much anymore ,most of my bullies karma has spanked them good and proper, i hold the mentality though that i will never ever let some one define me,or make me think i need to change to be accepted,part of the stremgth every one brags i have is because i was made that way very early in life. I have you Suwannee High to thank for that part of my strength. So if your being bullied i will say its only a season it wont last let it strengthen you not crush you and rememember in the end you turn into a butterfly.  ;)
#BreaktheCycle
#StopBullyingNow

                                                       CHEFKIMI IN THE FLESH

SO I let my heart out of the box, and yes it was ripped to shreds so i had to find all the shreds and put them back in the box, now i have the box on a shelf .... hoping one day a true finder will rejoice for my heart!

i give u take

OH I trusted u, and once again like u have for 24 Years, I realize I can not ever trust u, I gave u mY heart
u killed mY soul, I give and give and u take and take and I find I am drained beYond more then i have ever been i have so much i wanted with u and u ignore me and let me slip bY once again. I believed in u and u strangled mY heart, wat do i do to deserve such pain?

SPRING HAS SPRUNG